He said that he’s old.. Maybe he was trying to settle and have a girlfriend and get engaged. Through those texts that he send me, he sounded rather knowledgeable in proper grammar. He was eager to meet me. The fact that he’s in LA in a week for a vacation.. Maybe he doesn’t get to socialize and find a woman in his interest on his own spare time. Then he took all the advantage of his vacation to finally look around, who isn’t really from around his area, and decided to just get to know that certain person more as early as he can. It had to be me. I had to be that lady. He saved my number with ‘care’ and he truly did. Maybe he believed that he was ready to commit with someone.

If these are his actions, then I understand that he let me go. I’m actually grateful that he did. I’m not ready to really settle with someone. I don’t consider myself ‘old’ because I am young. I want to live life. I do like to experience being in a relationship, but I’m still in that growing process. That growing process is the experiences and the facts that oneself built about themselves that just makes someone notice them (I hope that made sense). So I give him props for letting me go, because I am young for any personal ties going to be made. I have no intention to be a serious woman in my early stage. The ‘mature’ person that he is, I understand. 

I just believe that a strong relationship starts when it just happen naturally. Not when you feel the need to force oneself to get a partner. I hope he do find someone that attracts him and having that someone be attracted to him as well. The good deed that he has done for me should be given back to him in good karma. He just mustn’t force himself and hurry someone.