weeeenhi:

Talk shit and then run and coward behind positive words. Everyone talk shits.

Although, everyone wants to stay in this unrealistic world where everything is dandelions and a walk in the park. But it’s not, sometimes you’re going to get toss in mud and you’ll have to battle your way out of it. You’re going to get dirty.
You’re going to face challenges and sometimes they might just be unnecessary but unavoidable. People change and people grow. It’s all a part of life but within those changes comes conflict with their surroundings.
And the one thing that I know about myself, is that I admit I do shit talk, but if it’s anything I can do. Is stand behind my words and be up front about it. I’m not going allow filth just lay within my thoughts. I’ll speak about them, because why hold negative thoughts about someone and then push it under the rug. Then suddenly go up to them and say “oh yeah, are we going to hang out?”. It just doesn’t mean sense.

Filter the negative air and get through it somehow.

I realize when I stand up for others, I’m out numbered but I believe in the power of my words. And when I’m in situations, I realize I am still standing alone when support would be nice. But I can fight my own battles and I know this. But what happen to friends being there for you? They do not necessarily need to fight your battles but where is the moral support?

Why do people wear the battle armor and pretend to say they’ll stay by your side or be there? When war seems to surface, they drop their armor, and retreat.

Shed the armor, so they don’t seem to associate themselves with me. Because this is a war that I will be battling myself. But a compromise seems to be in my eye, because it’s always the lack of communication that stands between those with history of battles.
Because we are friends with battles; fighting for what we have to keep it alive. And that’s okay, because we will fight and chew each other up but we’ll make up for lost times with laughter.

The only way to become stronger is to identify the problems and change it. Make it better. Make us better.